Having Fun!

Well it's 2009 and its the 4th of july wow another 4th seems like yesterday it was the 4th of july, but 2008. Seems like time is just going by quick I'm not getting the chance to catch up with it. Well another year spend in Taylor watching the fireworks and the night rodeo. Got to see some really cute cowboys there. (laughing out loud) At least my father got to enjoy some of the food and roping. Saw some old faces and new faces. As always the 4th in Taylor is about spending sometime with your love ones. For my love ones are my parents. Who have done so much for me. It just seems like a week ago I was turning 18 now this October I'll be turning 22 years still young. Even in the middle of watching the fireworks, and the cowboys walking by I thought about my brother Jeremiah. Thinking if he is watching some fireworks somewhere. Even I don't see him as much as I like. I know deep down he is thinking the same he knows we are in Taylor. Funny how time pasts so fast. Yesterday we were playing with GI Joes now we are grown up and taking care of our families. As for my brother goes he has 2 boys and 1 girl, but that will soon be changing. With another girl soon to come in Aug. As much as I wish so much that we could be kids again. Being able to play and not worry about our life, jobs, money. I miss our childhood days soo much. Spending another 4th without him just kills me inside. Yet I know he is happy with his family I wish we could turn back time, and just be us again. I wish him the best with his career he has choosen, and I wish him the best with his family. I hope to see him sometime soon even if its for 5 mins or an hour. Where every you are Jeremiah I love you brother. I really do I know you have a family, but remember this you were my playmate made from heaven only 3 yrs apart you know what makes me happy, and what ticks me off. I love you and hope to see you soon. Well until next year I know I had a good 4th of July..