Education

It seems like everywhere you go someone always tells you about your education. For me its my parents who keep pushing me to get a better education. All I hear all day long is you need to get back into school, and get your degree. Well I was doing an online class, but in the month of May I had to stop cause' of my health. Now that I'm feeling better I'm back in class and enjoying every moment. The degree I wanted was in the field of criminal justice. Something about Law Enforcement got to me. I'm not sure if its the squad car, or the hot officer in uniform (laughing out loud). Seeing an officer in the middle of action is something I for one like to watch. How calm they can be in the most stressful job besides the military. That was what I wanted to be just like the officers who have that serve and protect way of life. As always we make up our life story in our head, but if we don't write it someone else is going to do for us. Now my career I wanted was between the Law Enforcement side, and helping out our pets. So I wanted to be an animal cop. Now for my criminal justice degree I should be done with it by Feb. of 2010, then I'll continue my degree in a different field. Its a plan, but making the plan become real is the hardest part for me. I just have to believe in myself in order to make it.

Life has it's way of getting to you.

The morning started like any other morning. Waking up late in the morning getting my cup of coffee, watch the news, eat my breakfast. Today I had to get some medicalation for myself in Whiteriver. Once I was out of the hospital I went down town to check out what was going on, and what was new. Well I found out some not so good news today. I guess back in May my cousin past on. Which hurt me so bad, at first I thought it wasn't true, but yep it was true. As much as I want it to be a joke it's not. He cared about my father so much. Back in 2002 I had a sunrise dance in which he was there to help our family out. In that time he had given me a ring. Told me he bought it for me to wear, and for good luck. It took me awhile to get the news through my head, but once I did I cried like a little baby holding that ring he had bought for me. I know it is just how life is God gives you people you love to teach you something, then when it is time he takes them back home. I miss you cousin, and I love you now that your my angel watch over my family, and me. I love you...

Having Fun!

Well it's 2009 and its the 4th of july wow another 4th seems like yesterday it was the 4th of july, but 2008. Seems like time is just going by quick I'm not getting the chance to catch up with it. Well another year spend in Taylor watching the fireworks and the night rodeo. Got to see some really cute cowboys there. (laughing out loud) At least my father got to enjoy some of the food and roping. Saw some old faces and new faces. As always the 4th in Taylor is about spending sometime with your love ones. For my love ones are my parents. Who have done so much for me. It just seems like a week ago I was turning 18 now this October I'll be turning 22 years still young. Even in the middle of watching the fireworks, and the cowboys walking by I thought about my brother Jeremiah. Thinking if he is watching some fireworks somewhere. Even I don't see him as much as I like. I know deep down he is thinking the same he knows we are in Taylor. Funny how time pasts so fast. Yesterday we were playing with GI Joes now we are grown up and taking care of our families. As for my brother goes he has 2 boys and 1 girl, but that will soon be changing. With another girl soon to come in Aug. As much as I wish so much that we could be kids again. Being able to play and not worry about our life, jobs, money. I miss our childhood days soo much. Spending another 4th without him just kills me inside. Yet I know he is happy with his family I wish we could turn back time, and just be us again. I wish him the best with his career he has choosen, and I wish him the best with his family. I hope to see him sometime soon even if its for 5 mins or an hour. Where every you are Jeremiah I love you brother. I really do I know you have a family, but remember this you were my playmate made from heaven only 3 yrs apart you know what makes me happy, and what ticks me off. I love you and hope to see you soon. Well until next year I know I had a good 4th of July..

The Lupe's

Hello as most of you know my name is Tyleen. I go by TyTy at work and at most places u see me. Well as my family has been doing well this past year. In May of this year we all came down with some not so good news. I for one was having some health issues due to some serizures I had at work. As of May 11th of 2009 I was put on medical leave from my job. Not knowing when I was going to get back to work. I just stayed at home, and got to go on some cool trips. My Mother Era had some of the same things with her mommogram, but thanks to God she was told it was nothing. My father Floyd was feeling bad about the two of us being sick his blood sugar wasn't as good as it use to be. Now one good thing about that month of May I went back to church. On May 30th of 2009 I gave my life back to Christ. Now my parents didn't know how to take that thought of me going back to church, but as most parents they supported me in my choice.
Being on medical leave I got a chance to take a step back and look at my life. In which I was living my life for the wrong reasons. As most of you know I was going into a career of Criminal Justices, but due to my serizures I relized I wouldn't make it. Yes I was bummed out about it, but as everybody says everything happens for a reason. That reason was to show to me there was something else I loved to do. So my father sat me down and we had one of our most longest talks about my future. He made me see that my career choice I made before wasn't for me it was for someone I lost. So at the end I made my choice of changing my career plan. So with that said I've choosen to take on a bigger plan. Something I too don't think I can do, but my father said it was something he saw that I liked to do. Which is working with animals. When I thought about it I was like yeah that sounds so good why didn't I think about that in the first place.... Maybe it's cause' we as humans get so losted in the real world that our dream world goes away. In which we are losing our real self.